I am not one that remembers my dreams but this one woke me up and caused me to weep. I shared before that the Lord had asked me to trust him with the very life of my baby.
Through much praying, crying and intercession by fellow believers I was able to do just that. I got to the point that I was able to say “OK Abba…do your will with the life of Raquel and may it be for your glory and honor”.
In my dream I was walking down the corridor with my Son and Daughter and my Son asks me…Daddy, where is mommy? In this dream BOTH my daugther and beloved soul mate had perished.
I cried that night. It was approximately 2:00 AM and I couldnt sleep the rest of the night. I cried out to my heavenly father…Abba are you asking me to trust you with the life of my wife? The words came back to me in my spirit “Do you trust ME?”. I told my heavenly father…I do trust you but my wife Lord? Why would you take my beloved wife? Again….”Do you trust me?”
I struggled with that question as it related to my wife to the very day of the birth. More on that later.
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