On one of the early evenings I decided to go on the offensive. Using the website www.biblegateway.com I printed every scripture I could find regarding healing. I remember sitting on the bed with our children praying out loud to God reminding him of his promises from scripture. I was nearly yelling these out all the while picturing myself standing on the chest of the enemy and driving a sword of truth into his very heart. I was angry at the disease and what it was doing to my baby and thought it to be an attack from the enemy.
The next night as things got progressively worse with my little Raquel I was sitting in my car in the parking deck yelling at God. I again reminded him of his promises. Again I fully expected the Lord to heal my little Raquel.
I never got any message from the Lord telling me she would be healed. Only the ever present reminder “do you trust me”
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